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I don't know how this happened but it simply did.
I just can figure out that it is because I'm having to many personal problems I don't know how to deal with, but there they are and then, it is art. I remember I told myself to try my best drawing and fight to do the thing I like the most, but I'm done. I'm so done, because all the stress and anxiety I suffer thanks to the close people I have to live with is overwhelming me. I can hardly breath now because nobody able to, helps me and my sanity is also going away.
So I'm giving up. I'm leaving art.
I will be deleting this account in the coming week, as soon as possible but giving you, at least, the chance to read this.
Now I'd like to thank you all love and support you gave to my art and specially to some of my friends, the personal support when this just started to this very momment.
Thank you.
I just can figure out that it is because I'm having to many personal problems I don't know how to deal with, but there they are and then, it is art. I remember I told myself to try my best drawing and fight to do the thing I like the most, but I'm done. I'm so done, because all the stress and anxiety I suffer thanks to the close people I have to live with is overwhelming me. I can hardly breath now because nobody able to, helps me and my sanity is also going away.
So I'm giving up. I'm leaving art.
I will be deleting this account in the coming week, as soon as possible but giving you, at least, the chance to read this.
Now I'd like to thank you all love and support you gave to my art and specially to some of my friends, the personal support when this just started to this very momment.
Thank you.
Newer account is now open!
Yay! Finally newer account is here!
!PandaMaest (https://www.deviantart.com/pandamaest) :iconpandamaest: :iconpandamaest:
I will stop all my activity here from now on and I will be using/uploading ar to this new accoount.
Hope you enjoy my art. All your love, support and feedback is highly appreciated and means a world to me.
See you there!
Next page: I'm back
Just in case there is already somebody following my account around here, hello dear friend/follower.
It has been a long time since I felt able to pick a pencil and draw anything. I want to leave behind that episode in my life because like in another ocassion I stopped drawing, all I can do is feeling pitty for myself and regret it.
Well, let's get over with this because if I'm writing this is because I want to start again. I simply started moving to Germany (no idea of German, though), my anxiety has vanished and now I feel recovered and I definetely want to start again.
I want to open a new account and start drawing from zero, but start d
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Me da muchisima pena leer esto... No conozco realmente los motivos, y quizás hable de mas pero... U_U Lilly, en serio, no lo dejes. No dibujes ahora, no dibujes en un mes, no dibujes en un año, pero no digas estas cosas por dios... No te agobies, y si tienes problemas no uses el arte para agobiarte mas, sino como una válvula de escape, al fin y al cabo es una forma de expresarse. No es necesario hacerlo mejor o peor, solo hazlo para relajarte y porque es lo que te gusta hacer!!
Espero de verdad que todo se solucione pronto, que las cosas vayan a mejor y que la mala racha acabe, siempre hay baches en esta vida pero se acaba saliendo de ellos. Aquí tienes el apoyo de un montón de personas, y lo sabes.
Un besito cariño, piensatelo bien, de verdad y por favor te lo pido.
Espero de verdad que todo se solucione pronto, que las cosas vayan a mejor y que la mala racha acabe, siempre hay baches en esta vida pero se acaba saliendo de ellos. Aquí tienes el apoyo de un montón de personas, y lo sabes.
Un besito cariño, piensatelo bien, de verdad y por favor te lo pido.